Tomorrow

SO im leaving again, i know i know, i havent blogged much, and im sorry, ive just had about a billion things to do. I am leaving for the other hospital on Sunday at around 1 in the afternoon and im gonna be there for two weeks, then im coming back for a week to this hospital and then going back to the other hospital. (I am not going to have wifi or internet at the other hospital so sorry guys, but i'll tell you everything as soon as i get back i swear) And yes, that is a lot of moving. But its worth it, or so they tell me at leats. The doctors are trying a bunch of different techniques, some are easy, some are hard, two of them im scared for, Hyperthermia and Photodynamic Therapy. They're intense. Like, really intense.

     Im scared but so what, i mean its not like i have a choice, i have to get better, i have to, and to do that im gonna have to take risks. But i mean, come on guiys, think about it, what do i have to loose? My life? Nope, could be gone already, a loved on? Thats been checked off too. Friends? They'll move on if something bad happens, they have to, its what humans do, we keep swimming, because swimming is the only way we stay alive.